RiReen Erin

How this old memories affect your life? Does it hurt or may it kill you when think about it? Is that all this memories has become so much painful in your family or become one of the best lesson in your life? I have been through so much pain and see the pain upon my eyes. Feeling lost, giving up on everything and feel hopeless. Maybe God wants us to go back to Him. When people around you stop to care about you, God still care and He send someone or something that can make us feel better. People around me keep dying and go away. I couldn't ask them to stay for me. I can't force them because it is wrong. I love them, care for them and all I want is the happiness for them. I thought it was okay to let go until the day become night. I sobbing myself on my pillow crying and blaming for what have happen in my life. Old memories that sometimes the darkest memories become pain that I couldn't forgive myself. The disappointing that I see from people I love. It hurt me than pe...