RiReen Erin

Dear Strangers, Hi! How are you guys today? Wish that all of have a good day :) So, hari ni Erin nak kongsikan pasal boleh makan nenas ke tak bila period bagi perempuan. Erin pasti ada perempuan yang luar sana tertanya macam Erin. Betul tak? Apa yang buat Erin tetiba nak buat entry pasal ni? Sebabnya tadi Erin nak makan nenas and dalam masa yang sama Erin datang bulan. Baru nak ngap buah nenas tu tetiba muncul ayat  "Erin, nenas ni kan tajam. Ibu kalau baru mengandung kalau makan nenas boleh gugur. So, time haid ni okay ke?"  Erin terus tanya ibu boleh makan ke tak and ibu pula bagi jawapan tak tahu. Erin pun google la cari pasal ni. Maklumlah sekarang zaman teknologi nak maklumat semua hujung jari je. Rajin atau tak rajin je nak cari kan? So...... you guys rasa Erin jumpa tak jawapan? Hee... of course la Erin jumpa jawapan dia. Jeng, jeng, jeng..... "BOLEH"   Ye, sayang, sayang semua. Awak boleh makan nenas masa datang bulan. Ianya tak bahaya pun ...

30 July 2017.... Dear Strangers, Yeah!!! Erin dah genap 22 tahun ni. I am so happy for this blessing month and year. There are so much happiness and loves I have around me. Positive vibe is everywhere. Why I'm so happy? I'm happy now. Honestly I can tell myself that I'll be okay now and I'm going to be happy. I will move on and forget my past. I'm going to start all over again. I'm going to be happy again. Not for people around me but for myself. I think enough is enough. I need to learn and growing up. Forgive my self especially. Forget all the things that happened where I blame myself from that. It is not easy, yes, it is not. How hard it is I need to move on. This birthday is special. This is the beginning for my new life. I'm also happy that my bestfriend celebrating my birthday. Never once before I feel so happy someone celebrating my birthday. I mean,,, I celebrating my birthday with sad story that I want to forget. This year never be sad or...

Dear strangers, Let go something or someone is not easy especially someone who we grew up together. Happy that my uncle now already married someone he love. However, yes. I'm so sad that he is married because we grew up together. He is my prince, my brother and he is my uncle. He is only 3 years older than me and of course I'm so close with him. How tough I am, when I am sad I will find him and he will be there when I need the most. Can't believe that now he already a husband to Samsiah Binti Zainal Abidin. Gladly my aunt now is a year older than me. Surprisingly, she also a part of my dad's big families that we almost lose. Oh my, my, my... ;') Yes, I have that big family that I couldn't count how many they are. Dad always say,No matter what, make families important in life and for that I will keep remember one by one of my families. So here are some photo on my uncle become a husband to a person he love.....  The moment when she officially become a w...

[Justin Bieber:] Coming over in my direction So thankful for that, it's such a blessin', yeah Turn every situation into Heaven, yeah Oh, you are my sunrise on the darkest day Got me feelin' some kind of way Make me wanna savour every moment slowly, slowly You fit me tailor-made, love, how you put it on Got the only key, know how to turn it on The way you nibble on my ear, The only words I wanna hear Baby, take it slow so we can last long [Luis Fonsi:] Oh, tú, tú eres el imán y yo soy el metal Me voy acercando y voy armando el plan Sólo con pensarlo se acelera el pulso [Daddy Yankee:] Oh, yeah ya, ya me está gustando más de lo normal Todos mis sentidos van pidiendo más Esto hay que tomarlo sin ningún apuro [Justin Bieber:] Despacito Quiero respirar tu cuello despacito Deja que te diga cosas al oído Para que te acuerdes si no estás conmigo Despacito Quiero desnudarte a besos despacito Firmo en las paredes de tu laberinto Y hacer de tu cuerpo todo un manuscrito [Daddy Yankee:]...

How this old memories affect your life? Does it hurt or may it kill you when think about it? Is that all this memories has become so much painful in your family or become one of the best lesson in your life? I have been through so much pain and see the pain upon my eyes. Feeling lost, giving up on everything and feel hopeless. Maybe God wants us to go back to Him. When people around you stop to care about you, God still care and He send someone or something that can make us feel better. People around me keep dying and go away. I couldn't ask them to stay for me. I can't force them because it is wrong. I love them, care for them and all I want is the happiness for them. I thought it was okay to let go until the day become night. I sobbing myself on my pillow crying and blaming for what have happen in my life. Old memories that sometimes the darkest memories become pain that I couldn't forgive myself. The disappointing that I see from people I love. It hurt me than pe...

Dear Strangers, It's a Birthday shout out to both of people I love!! yeah!! Firstly I would like to say Happy Birthday to my little and only brother I have! Nazifinazim Bin Anuar.He turns 12 years old on 2 March 2017. This little boy is my one and only brother I have in this world. The most I afraid to lose. Seeing him growing so fast make my heart sometimes want to cry. Days turn to month and months turn to year... Allah, please protect this little boy wherever he go. Lead him when he lost. Make him a better son and brother. Forever my love for him and forever I mean to the infinity. Secondly, the most precious in my life is my grandmother. Fatimah Binti Buang. She turns 62 years old on 3 March 2017. Still young for people like me. May Allah blessing her life so she had a long life way to go so that she could see me marry and feel having a great grand children. Ehehehehe.. I don't care if she want choose someone for me as long as it makes all my family happy.

Dear Strangers, It's been too long since my last update. Something happens and I know that you guys don't interest to hear about it. Well, sometimes there are story we can share and sometimes it is not. I'm trying also to finish the story I write on Wattpad but damn it every time I'm trying to type the story the idea coming faster but my finger so slow to type it. I hate it every time it happens and make me lose my mood. If you guys interest to read find me on wattpad as @ayeen1433. That's me. So, now I on my last year for my bachelor. Yeah!! another one year to finish my study here at Kelantan. I can't wait to get out from here. It is not that I hate to be here. But maybe yes or maybe not. Hey, let see..... yesssssssss! I think I hate to be here for the couples years ago but then now here I am start to love here because the people I meet in this my last semester here. I feel so much grateful to be with them. I thought I might be feel lost on somewhere but n...