RiReen Erin

In the lonely night... What have you been thinking? Maybe you just awake from your nightmare and cry or maybe you are texting with your love one or maybe you cry because you have been fight with your love one. LOVE Could be hurt and happy. Me? I keep staring to the window, let out of the hard breath restraint the feeling that I keep in. It's been a years since I lost myself in the darkens time. I keep drowning myself with the thought that how bad I am. Watching my friends staring to their dear one keep me feeling suck and annoyance with something I don't know what it is. Lonely. It is not like I don't like to be alone but it is doesn't mean too that I don't enjoy the company that I can keep talking. Or maybe listen to their daily story that keep me laugh. I'm really good in listen but I'm not good in giving a story. Before I lose myself, I like to tell the story like how a children tell their parents their whole day story. I think that it. People k...

Dear strangers, Yeah, it's been a long time right that I'm not update my blog? But anyway, first of all I want to say "Welcome Back to UMK !!" Walaupun hari ni dah masuk hari ke 10 start kelas. Hehehe. Time cuti sem dengan segala bahan teknologi terkini Erin tinggal semata nak luangkan masa dengan family tercinta. So, how life? really, really, really common question people will ask. Well, my life Alhamdulillah for now even thought  it always tough for me.This sem I'm starting my new part time job. Uuuuu... part time job ye? Well, who know me ofcourse they know la since umur erapa start kerja. Erin start buat part time job ni since umur Erin 16 tahun, Masa tu first job erin dapat ialah kerja kedai beg tangan Janessa kat Tesco, Kulai. First month kerja Alhamdulillah gaji masuk komisen dapatlah RM1000. Masa tu umur 16 tahun dapat gaji sebegitu memang syukurlah. sedikit duit tu Erin bagi parents, bagi adik2 sikit, belanja makan. walaupun rasa macam 'e...

Dear strangers, Have you heard 'Wattpad apps' ? Do you like to write and read a story? So yeah, you should download the apps. I've been crazy reading the story in there. I'm so in love with it. Wow, so it's not only me who have that crazy imagination. I'm enjoyed myself now with read the fan fiction book. Aha, yeah.. I never thought this people will come up with the idea making the story about what they interested. As example now, I read a fan fiction book which is the story is about Harry Potter twin sister's. Harry Potter have a twin sister? Wow, that was unexpected. So many sequel but I like this one book by Rainbow Dust Bunny. That story makes me cry and can't wait to know the continuous of the story. It's not fair for Anna in her story who lose two people she love the most. Using a magic to make them forget about her just to keep them alive. Anyway, I'm starting writing too. My tittle of the story is 'The Loss Reduction'. It is...

Page 365 of 365 It was the end of the chapter or may I say it was the end of year 2015. For me everyday is a brand new day. In my religious, Islam, our new year is 'Awal Muharam'. 2015, I have been lost my friend, Mizi. A good friend and who is the one who teasing me around the class. The day I lose him, it was the day I have a chance to visit my brother grave who is die on October 2014. The year where I was working so hard to find money for my family. A year that is so hard for me to get through. It never easy to me to get through the 'New Me' in this year who is cold hearted, full of disappointment, full of regret, full of madness and everything are negative. Maybe I need to give a chance to myself, to forgive myself. I lost my control and need to build it up again so there are no one can easily enter to my life but I will open my window to listen, to see what happen. I will fill it with so many books to gain my knowledge and improve myself. Love, thank...